A little more relaxed.

I feel a little less stressed out today than I did last night. I think the fatigue I'm feeling might be overwhelming the stress, but whatever. 

I don't know why I'm so tired. It's not like I'm training that much. It's annoying.

Perhaps 15 3rd- to 5th-grade girls are part of it! Last night was my first session with Girls on the Run. It was fun, and I think I'm really going to enjoy it - but it does stress me a little. What if they don't like me? What if they don't listen to me? What if I forget their names? We'll get through it together. 

Tonight, I'm hoping the weather cooperates and that I can get in an easy run with Aaron and a friend. I did a tempo run Monday, so no need to really go all-out on speed or anything, especially with a long run on Friday morning. I'm still not sure how far I should go - I might just wing it. I hope I don't wimp out, though. 

I'm still nervous about my prep for the Towpath half-marathon. I would be devastated if my time is worse than it was for the River Run. DEVASTATED. I'm following my plan mostly, but the plan isn't exactly what I would prefer to do - just seemed best to take it easy last week and to taper beforehand ('cause tapering seemed to work for the River Run).

I'm still figuring out all this running stuff.